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Miracle: Dear to me

This is an English translation of the novel Miracle: Dear to me by author Lin Pei Yu, which was adapted into the drama series Kiseki: Dear to me. This translation is done primarily from the published Traditional Chinese e-book version of this novel available to buy from Google Play but also from other Simplified Chinese versions of the novel I’ve read online. If you read this translation I would strongly urge you to support the author and buy this book if you can. It’s not expensive and it’s not difficult to buy.

  • Title: Miracle: Dear to me
  • Author: Lin Pei Yu
  • Translated into English by: aphellion
  • Status: Complete
  • Chapters: 11 + 3 extras
  • Rating: R18/NC17
  • Genre: BL; Romance
  • Note for drama viewers: Chen Yi and Eddie are only very minor characters. And Ai Di is Eddie — Bai Zongyi comments at one point in the novel that it’s an English name.
Detailed Warnings (possible mild spoilers)

age difference (five years); younger top/older bottom; profanity (mostly Eddie); past child abuse; sex with a minor (but over age of consent); dubious consent; blackmail; enemies to lovers (sort of); rich male lead; poor male lead; amnesia; traumatic brain injury; disability; smart male leads; gang related violence; tiny bit of fat shaming; mild homophobia; serious injury; serious illness (not main characters); death (not main characters); shitty parents + 1 supportive parent; supportive siblings; slight drug/alcohol abuse; dubious male anatomy; no lube; unsafe sex; misuse of baking ingredients; horrific food hygiene violations.

BUT NOT GROOMING – I’ve seen this relationship dismissed as being grooming but it is not, it’s just two lonely people falling in love. So if that had put you off from reading (or watching the drama series), please don’t let it – it is not grooming. Bai Zongyi is a minor when they meet, but Fan Zherui does not groom him. Anyone who wants to disagree with me over this can go clutch their pearls somewhere else.

Grooming is something that’s done deliberately for financial or sexual motives; it’s abusive and the groomer doesn’t love the person they groom. Fan Zherui is willing to die for Bai Zongyi. Fan Zherui’s super rich, he doesn’t need Bai Zongyi’s non-existent wealth. Bai Zongyi is the one who actively pursues a romantic relationship with Fan Zherui, whereas Fan Zherui wants to be his friend. Please do not diminish what grooming actually is by pretending it’s in any way similar to a mutually loving relationship. The end.

I’ve marked the NSFW chapters with [R] below. These are chapters where sex happens or is implied. Some of them I wouldn’t classify as being R rated, but I’m not very good at rating these things. Kissing might happen in unmarked chapters, but all sex scenes are in the [R] chapters. Generally, I would say this whole novel is NSFW just to be safe.

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